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I've had a random month... [25 Jul 2008|05:50pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

I've not updated in a while things have been going on so I'll brush over the finer details...

I found out the other week that my dads accountant has lost all his investments an savings, which isn't so good, we won't get the money back and it basically means that we have to move house as my parents have lost everything they've ever worked for - how dramatic does that sound? meh. But yeah, its pretty devastating to the whole family and my house is up for sale now and I'm not too happy about it, I want someone to blame but its no ones fault...

I've got a free house this weekend as the rents are away in abersoch so I had people over last night which was all fine and dandy, it was a chill out and then 3 crates of beer and 6 bottles of wine and 2 bottles of vodka later you knew you were at mine cause everyone was fairly tipsy to say the least, I have killer hayfever and flu though so by 5am I was pissed off and wanted everyone to go to bed, got even more pissed off when I went to sort out beds for people and came downstairs 5 mins after to find they'd all gone on a drive and Locked Me In The House! Not to sound like facilitator Mario but come on Health and Safety - what of there'd been a fire? no one told me where they'd gone and I felt like a twat and angry that they hadn't asked or told me they were taking my 1 key! ugh, probs just ill/drunk/tired petty pissed off-ness but still, not happy. Having said that I had a good night as we never chill at mine.

In other news I'm still having trouble with guys declaring drunken feelings and even love for me and expecting a clear slate the minute they are sober again, wtf? Not cool. I like them and they say they like me, I hope the latest is just feeling awkward about stuff he said and not just blowing me off.
Will comes back from London this month and claims to have bought me a birthday present - after I ill-advisedly tipsy and lonely texted him around my birthday... nothing will come of it except maybe my long awaited shag from him, I AM a slag dammit! haha.

Oh and I heard some terrible gossip about Craig who I went out with briefly in april/may, from his best mate who I pulled hence ending things with Craig as I felt too mean, but apparently he is getting married (!) he is 24 but still, when I asked why it was because his long term girlfriend (!!) is pregant (!!!) AGAIN(!!!!) Not just pregnant, but due in august(!!!!!) meaning she was when he was seeing me (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Who needs this drama!?!?! WHO?! I felt like a Pick Me Up magazine article I swear....

I'm loving summer and my skin finally looks even enough on my shoulders not to be wearing a cardigan in ridiculous heat! However I'm smoking and drinking way too much! I can't not have a cigarette when anyone else is and if someone is buying a drink can't refuse!
Actually got to the point where in a club I was at the bar at 12 asking for water threw up in my mouth a bit and when someone yelled over 'Kate we're doing shots what you having!?' I swallowed my own vomit just in time to call back 'I'll have a DOUBLE!' sort it babes, you aren't cool...

But yeah, thats about it....
It would be nice to hear from you all!


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[18 Jun 2008|09:42pm]
[ mood | ? ]

You know how sometimes people on your friend's list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when are they working there? Since when are they dating him? since when?" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

1. First name:  Kate

2. Age: 17 on tuesday!

3. Location: Cheshire/Greater Manchester.

4. Occupation: College doing a levels in art/history/philosophy and eng lit, and part time coffee waitress.

5. Partner?: no, licking my wounds en solo.

6. Kids: No maternal instinct.

7. Brothers/Sisters: brother Alex, 15 but looks about 20, my friends fancy him 0__0, brother ben, 13, sister Vicky (aka satan) 10, nearly 11.

8. Pets: insane curly dog Tilly, 2 aristocat white twins, mia and casper and a recently deceased african land snail.

9. List the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life:
- my best friends, the core 4, nat,me,jeff and beth. love them and rarely spend a day and night without them.
- looking round unis and trying to think about where to go and what to do...
- finally having a job and about to start earning from it.
- my birthday next week!

10. Parents?:  Mum Pamella, crazy laid back social worker, ex hippy that doesn't care what you smoke as long as it isn't in front of her and always loves a chat.
Dad Richard, laid back but really hard working first love is his blackberry. But usually wearing jeans and slippers. loves music which is his business, work and life.

11. Who are some of your closest friends?:
Core 4, Me, Jeff, Nat and Bethany. 

Jimmy, sarah, jess, lauren, gorden - ashleigh ellie.

Olly, the Simons, ben, lee, hera etc, elliot, rob, rick his brother nick, his best mate tom, and His brother tim.

College peeps like charlotte and tim above ^ 

thats a lot, but mainly core 4.

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[11 Jun 2008|05:52pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

I meant to do this way earlier, fuck me its been two weeks! Urgh, but basically Helen came back from Leeds for a retro night with me and Jeffie and it got messy...


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[18 May 2008|08:49pm]
[ mood | Hungover. ]

 Not posted in ages, probs because I know I'm constantly on the verge of talking about someone I don't want to think about.
Went up to Leeds the other week to see Helen for her birthday with Jeffie though. It was a really fun weekend and then just been out and about really.
Got so drunk last night had major tunnel vision and ended up walking home i my underwear with Jeff in my heels and a stolen bow tie HOLDING A LIVE HEDGEHOG.

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[13 Apr 2008|07:33pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I'm prett y sure I'm in love with him.
I'm so scared I'll never see him again.
He doesn't want me and now I can't stop crying.
I don't want to talk to my friends about it, I've kept it bottled up for so long and it seems so melodramatic.
I'm never not thinking about him.
The only reason I eat is t do something, but I'm not hungry, I can't sleep at all, its such a cliche.
I'm so terrified. I just want to have a hug from him.
I hate myself for cancelling going to his that time.
Why didn't I?!
If I had then I would have seen him every chance I had now I've lost my chance.


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Letters To The World. [10 Apr 2008|06:24pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]


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What Men Want! [06 Apr 2008|08:29pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Omg. Argh, good night out last night, me and jeffie plus Helen back from uni.
There was a sarah a jess and a rachel also.
Not to mention Sarah's boyfriend James and his unfortunate looking friends...n'aw.

We went Venue, got a bit mashed up, had a fun dance to some good music. Good time in general.
We got a free tax ride home after sharing a taxi with these guys, we saw the bouncer from 42s that was mean to me last time and he gave me a hug, picked me up, showed me tattoos I did not ask to see, and promised me free que hopping and entryfor life when he got a 'snog'. Shame he thinks my name is Hannah...
Time before last I was at Venue I saw this guy who was a bit Graham Coxon-y with the glasses, nice dress sense he just looked nice, but he was with some mates and a couple of girls so I left it but I saw him again last night and thought 'fuck this!' and went for it.
He was really lovely and we had a nice chat and kiss etc, turns out he works for my neighbour/parent's friend, he was 23 and I told him I was 18, my excuse will be that I couldn't say otherwise inside the club...
He was like 'Why are you dancing with me? look at you!' and I was like 'What?!' and he was saying I was 'out of his league'.
Thats really nice of him, and he seemed to genuinely think that...so why hasn't he texted me?
It isn't him. He was nice, in retrospect not exactly hot as, but nice looking, and he seemed generous/kind/funny and to be honest I like someone else so much more, and when he aske dme if I was single I nearly wanted to cry when I said yes because on some level in my mind I'm not, I feel tied to Will, and I quite like that, I've never been tied to anyone else...
Will said this to me as well, 'why is a girl like you taking a second look at me, you are way out of my league!' and I really don't believe I am, maybe its how I view myself? who knows...

My question is: If I am letting these guys believe they have a shot at something with a girl they see as out of their league, why aren't they fucking taking it?

Who the hell ever accused girls of being indecisive, not knowing what they want, and being crazy in their emotions in terms of relationships or anything else.
Clearly, it was a guy who knew as little about that as what he wanted himself.

x x x

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[04 Apr 2008|02:02pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

I woke up this morning, on the floor in Jennifer's room, using a traffic cone as a pillow, bright pink lipstick all over my neck, watermelon sweets stuck to my face, wearing an old man named Howard's hat and with flowers littered all over me...

Argh, was out last night with my girls and I just had the best night in tiiiiiiiiime, we chilled at a retro night, got hideously drunk and danced crazily with EVERYONE and anyone...
In our typical fashion, the night got out of hand, randomers were loved/assaulted.And to be perfectly honest, I set fire to some guy's face......no - really! argh.

Well give me some comments critters!

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The Model Of A Charmless Man... [17 Mar 2008|09:03pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I spent the  night with him, he invited me over and I jumped at the chance to see him like some pathetic desperate moron, was all lovely with him, and when I left and he said he'd call/text I told him he wouldn't, I was like 'No you actually fucking won't!' and he SWORE on his LIFE he would.
Promised me faithfully.

Argh, give me some comments ladies!

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Whats Up Doc... [13 Mar 2008|03:20pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]


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Just an update to kjeep you critters on your toes. [02 Mar 2008|04:22pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I've had a 2 day hangover.
Friday Night we went to Olly's gig at Dry Bar, no one had ID so barely anybody went in apart from me, Olly's college friends and Jeff, Rachel and Helen who was back from Leeds this weekend - how I have missed the critter.
I hate how Dry Bar is so over priced nowadays, remember when it used to be grubby and not too bad for drinks and just because they put a coat of paint on the walls they think a malibu and coke can be £3.70 - what?
Olly's band played well, after that Jeff and Rachel went straight to 42s but because Jeff was using Helen's ID me and Helen went to Manto's for a bottle of wine (where it all began) in order to delay, then got a text of them saying we were going Venue instead, which I was a bit 0__0 about because I was up for 42s, I like the music at venue but it is just a room and I wanted to go to a club!
Anyway that didn't matter after me and Helen got there (nearly got blown away so opted for a taxi) and it was retro night which was a giggle for a while, we stocked up on cheap drinks then me, Jeffie, sarah, her new boyf the lovely James and Helen went to 42s where Olly and his mates all joined as the wanker bouncers at venue had him kicke dout for no reason at all other than their ongoing random grudge against him. ew.
I was already drunk when we walked into 42s so when I saw a cup of water on the bar I went and downed it in 1, only when I dropped the glass did I realise it was Sambuca. YES. I know.
I fell into a randomer and it turned out they were in Olly's band, I know the other 2 members apart from Olly and Elliot are called Rick and Rob because Olly talks about them and they both go to my college I see them around and we have eye contact but never say hi and now its got to the point where we just Can't because it would be weird haha.
Anyway I didn't know which one was Rick and which was Rob turns out it was Rick I fell into and we chatted for a bit then I ended up with his brother and his flatmate for half the night who were lovely and I see his brother all the time just one of those people you always bump into at the shop/out in town etc.
I lsot all my friends then ended up with Olly and his brother. I was so drunk I sat down at a table and 5 minutes later when someone was helping me up I realised I hadn't been at a table at all just on the floor next to it, luckily everyone else was equally wasted and didn't notice haha.
I hate to be that one hammered person, and never am, luckily I know I'm not an embarrassing drunk, I just chill so thats alright really.
At the end of the night me, jeff, helen and sarah ended up in a taxi with 2 randomers going back to their flat which was gorgeous in salford.  Sarah practically had a panic attack about us not caring and going along with the ride so got a taxi home to Bramhall. Then one of the guys was flirting with me all night, I wasn't interested so told him I had a boyfriend which isn't really true but whatever and he wouldn't give up, I was a bitch to him to make him back off then he was all 'you are such a bitch...but I like it!' and tried to grab my face and kiss me by which time I slapped him away (literally, and HARD) and then poured a bottle of wine over his head lol.
Sucks to be him.
Jeff and Helen argued a little over the other guy who I think tried to ge toff with both sisters which resulted in me and jeff writing all over the walls in his flat with a yorkie easter egg detailing thanks to the absent flatmates for having us and that he was a 'ho' argh.
Woke up on saturday morning and got our stuff together and left asap without the guys knowing haha.
Had to get buses trams etc, then do the walk of shame throughout town :(
Slept as much as opssible on saturday then me and Beth went to see the guy she fancies who we are actually friends with in High School Musical on stage, which was pure laughs.
Then we went back to a shit party, drank some more to feel better about the hangovers and came back to mine.
Oh and I have a job!
Whoo, finally, its at a shit call centre full of chavs, it is £4.50 an hour which is fine plus bonuses when you get detaisl and stuff which I am led to believe is easy.
Its with Berth too so we got the same shifts and all. Thank god, I'm going to stay in it until I find a better job.

Thats pretty much it Doc.


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Why Do You Have To Be So Cute? [17 Feb 2008|10:14pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]


I went to see Hot Chip yesterday and it was insaaaaaaaaanely good.

Imogen Heap is explaining it all right now in Goodnight And Go
Need to do some work!

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Cupid Is A Wanker. [15 Feb 2008|06:10pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

He apologised after that text.
lol. And then I went to his on Wednesday and chilled.
Jeff and Jess were going Birdcage but I wanted to save my money for a night I'm actually up for and Birdcage isn't my thing. Plastics from college and being the only girl wearing something she couldn't be practically arrested for? No cheers.
But anyway, went to his and slept, yum yum.
I didn't mention Valentines, purposefully! We both got texts off friends in the morning and he was like Oh yeah its valentines...' I just went 'oh, happy vaelentines day!' like I'd just remembered and he promptly sent a text to his friends commenting how crap the day was...Hiya, yeah I am in bed with you, yeah you could have waited until I'd gone...lol.
The second he tried something on I was literally like 'Um no. You haven't called me in 2 weeks...I'm not easy babes."
Which at first he was a bit like "Er well it was only and week and a half!" but later on was like '"no fair enough, I respect you for saying that...etc" so yep.
I dunno whats going on, its a mess really, can't work out if I really like him more or am slowly going off him.

I said to him "I don't want to come off paranoid but just in case I don't want to be that person, you don't have a girlfriend?" and he was like 'omg no! why?' so I was like 'well, you haven't called me in ages, and said you didn't want a relationship which fine, just as long as you aren't already in one...' and he was like 'no I get you, you don't sound paranoid.'.
BUT. When we went the cashpoint I noticed he cleared out all the crap in his wallet and left 1 picture, of his ex girlfriend, the one that visited last week?

After we left his flat I went shopping in spar to go to Jeff's dad's flat in town, I bought the grand valentines feast of pot noodles, chocolate fingers and creme eggs for us lol. I think he judged me for that - who wouldn't? lol.
Me and Jeffie had good times with that and then he dad's girlfriend Jane came back and yelled at us for waking her up at 4am, obvs. not realising I wans't with Jeff that was Jessica. Ah well we speedily deserted the flat and got the train home with Sushi where we chilled, tonight I'm out in town, don't know wether to call him and see if he is out? I dunno. Maybe, Maybe not.

Whatever, I'm trying to chill out about it and take it as it comes.
Thanks for the advice the other day, I was in a state but it helps yeah?


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Back To Square Uno [12 Feb 2008|09:14pm]



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I've Bee Watching Your World From Afar... [11 Feb 2008|03:11am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I'm obsessing, again.

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[03 Feb 2008|11:08pm]
[ mood | weird ]

 So he called, told me he didn't know what the fuck he was on about that he wanted to carry on see me. Cool cool.

almost on the way to a balanced life?
lol, maybe never.


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Obsessing Too Much... [27 Jan 2008|04:17pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

In a foul mood. Not Cool.
Went out last night with all the usual critters minus Jess and Beth who were tired after Friday.
It was a good night, went to the Venue for the 2nd time and the music was still really good, after the 2nd Interpol track I wasn't complaining, plus the new Hot Chip is looooooove.
Plus even though it was Will's big night out for his sisters birthday in Newcastle which he'd been looking forward to he managed to text me which is a big deal for him lol, so I was chuffed. Even though he has 'shaved half his hair, looks ace' o___0

Right this is a novel, but will you tell me your thoughts? Even if you don't know me that well, I need thoughts critters!

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Hey Kids... [24 Jan 2008|03:07pm]
I haven't posted here in tiiiiiiiiiiiiiime, but I'm doing nothing right now so here it goes...

Tell me how you all are!!!

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Honey I'm Home. [27 Aug 2007|09:58pm]
[ mood | happy ]

So I'm back from Leeds - With a Vengeance. lol.

I'm rambling now so I'll stop but I'd love to hear from you all, so throw me a bone comment here!
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Getting far too obsessed with Edie Wheeler's Life. Caroline's fault. [27 Jun 2007|05:05pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Thankyou for all the Birthday wishes everyone.
Yep, I am now legally able to do a small percentage of the illegal things I had previously accomplished.
Woop Woop for me.
I got everything I wanted and my Birthday BBQ was 'The Wettest Day for 50 Years' according to the Daily Mail.
That deserves a GRR.

Dear reader you may have noticed I am frantically typing a stream on un-me ish writing.
It is my primary school reunion in 3 hours and 20 minutes.
I worried all night I was not sleeping and therefore would be moody and unable to tolerate all the damn skinny irritating freakshows (suspiciouly disguised as far more normal people than myself) and so did not fall into any sweet slumbers until gone six (AM!!!!oneone!!!eleven!!!) and then I woke up at 4(PM!!!!oneone!!!eleven!hundredandeleven!!!) and now I have nothing to wear.
I need these people who I have not spoken to (bar 3) in 5 years to actually think the sun shines out my ridiculously puffy face and so they will hunt out the best people next year and talk me up past the clouds.

Unfortunately the sadistic bastards will no doubt have a word to say to me or my (as yet undecided. Why oh why God?) outfit and I will be hounded out Poynton by a bunch of overpriced-highlighted-Miss-Sixty-Jeans-wearing-scoundrels...

At least I can walk in with Carys and wearing 'gutted-I-left-my-magnificently-cool-50-nearest-and-dearest-friends-to-be-here-but-oh-how-I-missed-you-beauties-omgsh-you-are-pretty-fit-now-come-hither' looks.
Then again maybe not.

Plus I'm going to have to be around my 2nd, 3rd, and 4th kisses which is unfair because what happens in Pownall Green should stay there, Vegas style.

I have spent most of the previous days discussing mole-rat Gang$ta DJs called Kingston (and just a lil' ole' bit of  Jared Followill - hello terminal adoration!) with Nat and replacing my room since Beth last came over and did the most not-even-exaggerating-annoying-thing-ever by going round my room telling me it washer favourite place in the room (okay, don't mind that bit) and Picking Things Up and Putting Themm Down Somewhere Else?!!?!?!?! Don't Even, I am beyond irrational, if my MAC shadestick doesn't turn up soon then tomorrows wages are being blown on a hitman.

I do't want to go tonight!!!
Why a pub in Poynton?! 
Auschwitz would have been more fitting.

Comment, I'm getting bored of you all not bothering, I barely ever update!

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